14.7.10

July

Nobody knows how I feel right now.
Not even myself.


I was not afraid of your fist, but I was afraid of losing you.
I am no longer afraid of losing anything, but I am afraid of you.


I am laughing like always, but once again, deep inside of that heart, it's where the bitterness at.

6.7.10

Hungry Heart

Song for today - Hungry heart by Bruce Springsteen



I almost forgot that I had heard it 'till Rainbow boy rocked it on the bench in the center of the amusement park.
A minute ago it popped up on the radio. Had to say, powerful song.

I am enjoying my life. I am.

Meanwhile, my old life on the other side of the earth seems so strange. When I saw my college friends pictures taken on the graduation ceremony. Weirdly, I don't think that i've missed anything. Altho' everybody kept saying that you gotta go for your college graduation. Blah blah blah.

Oh well, nothing much to say. I guess i am really doing good.