Judgmental

Song for today - Welcome to the working week by Elvis Costello




It's been ... a while since I started working in this game company. So far so good. I should say that my life in Singapore has finally moved to a stable spot. I'm thankful.

My ex boyfriend deleted me from his Facebook friend list, right after he sent me this SMS mentioning about "I dreamed about you." I had to admit how ridiculous I felt about this move if his. Nevertheless, I agree on "judge less and everybody's got a reason." So, good luck to you and wish your life become better without my existence.

Speaking of judgmental, I was judged earlier today by somebody for the way that I talk to my colleagues (My bosses actually). I told him to zip&drop it after he told me his opinion and right before his elaboration. I know he was gonna tell me that the way that I talked to the bosses was too casual or something like that. But hey look, if I do not judge you on your way of living or talking, I don't think it's smart for you to amend mine whilst we apparently are different. After all, if it was me who was telling you that, "Hey, I think your immature way of being tight-ass is absofuckinglutely idiotic. ", you ain't gonna be pleased, nor thankful, will you?

So, let's just be stupid or inappropriate in each other's eyes and live peacefully together, since, you know, it's unavoidable under present situation.

Oh gosh, I am so easy to get pissed, STILL. Haha.

All sorts of waiting....

Song for today - Love the way you lie by Eminem & Rihanna

- For a job -



It's been a month since I started looking for job. Everybody's right, it's way harder than you think.
I am not enjoying the period, hated the tight-ass interviews, the obscure talks and the elusive results.
I need a job. It will be all I need to center my life. Sitting in a air-conditioned house, spending 12 hours in bed, another 12 on computers and swimming pool is really pulling the trigger. Once again, I need a job.


- For a phone call -



I've been waiting for a phone call ever since Thanksgiving. You said you'd call the next day but I've never heard from you ever since. Anyway, I don't have much to say, just three sentences. I thought... might well just spit it here since I ain't gonna talk to you anyway.

"How are you?"
"Where are you, New York? San Francisco?"
"I miss you. "


- Closure -



I am not fond of this game that I am playing. In fact I want out long ago. This another player has been dragging me to stay. Well then, I might not be a tough bitch, but don't cry when I take the head of your queen, 'cause I swear I will kill your queen.