23.6.08

Love


Have you ever been in love?

Yep.

Really?

Yep. Why?

When was your first love?

When I was 15. But i doubt it now.

Why?

I would say that you don't know what love is when you are 15.

When is your last love?

(Right now.)

...

If someone cares about you more than he cares about himself, will you care about him more than you care about yourself?

Nope. I am selfish.

I don't think you have been in love.

(That's bullshit,  you don't even know me.)

13.6.08

shits


I was offended 2 hours ago by a fat ugly dontknowfromwhere drunkie. Mercado's friend. I don 't wanna blame him 'cause he was drunk but ya, i couldn't help. HE DID RUIN MY MOOD.
Firstly, I am not a slut. Secondly, asian don't sleep around randomly, we have taste, good taste. Thirdly, don't fucking try to get close to me when I have no fucking interest on you, asshole.

Sorry about my language.

I was moody tonight, thinking about bullshit. I drank two cans of beer only and that helped me for dirtying my language. Never mind.

Rich is a dump asshole n he asked us to do the god damn house shifting at 8 o'clock in the morning. It is weekend, man. Everybody on the pier is busy. Can we have a break before the disaster weekend comes? and seriously, watch your attitude man.

I was doing diary on my tiny useless notebook during work. well, it becomes useful now. there was something that i just couldn't blog here. I'm looking for some privacy, I'm looking for a break. Tho' i just had a easy day.

Amazingly I start falling in love with America, specifically Wildwood. I do feel less stressful here, comparing to Singapore. there was even a moment i was thinking about quitting school n live in the U.S. It is a country that allows the existence of free souls. It is a dicky country but also a pussy sometimes.

I don't know what am I talking about. I guess I am just a little bit moody.

I am being confused. Very very confused.

Addiction is a bad thing, no matter to a thing or a person.

FUCK.