"Love is for losers"

Dancing too much is harmful to the body.
I've been doing rehearsals for Next Wave. Knees turned purple and knee protections turned into Japanese Flag, if u know what I mean.

I missed NOC application in a way. H told me 5 hours ago that the application was gonna be closed in five hours, and I realized that it was too late for me to collect all the documents or any other shits. Well, I missed. Myself was blamed.

I am waiting for so many things to happen, meanwhile doing nothing. I think God must adore me if all I was waiting for really came to me. But the point is in some way I don't know what am I waiting for. If you do exist, God, I beg to know what I want right now, the rest I will work it out myself.

A Ticket has been booked from Singapore to China, 5th Dec. Mom was surprised to know that I was going home as she thought that I wanted to go to Seattle. I am still considering seriously. You know if I go back to the US during X'mas, that would probably mean that I will not be rich enough to support another Work & Travel program. I am trying to balance my time and money.
It's been so hard.

I am smoking a cigarette and drinking milk. Few hours ago I wanted to quit badly. Smoking is no good. But it makes me feel secure, i finally find my reason for smoking.... after so long time.

A dancer was wearing a pink t-shirt with "love is for losers" on it. What a well written sentence.

Am i a loser?