Right Time? Right Life?

Song for Today - Try by Asher Book

I have been wanting to write a new entry for long. Never got a chance. It's an excuse, it's also the truth.

To sum up what's been going on in the past 6 months - My job is not so shabby, My friends are sparkling. And I met a man, he seems flawless.

You know people complain about life - not enough money, peer pressure, getting wrinkles on your forehead , drifting away from childhood dreams... I had it all, I still have it now. But here is how you switch the angle - I've been feeding myself in the past 6 years, people don't really give a shit to others after all, I am still young and pretty, new dreams appear all the time....

If I could write down all these optimistic words above while having PMS, I'm confident that before I die, my life shall be pricelessly happy.

Nevertheless, down times still exists and they shall - joy is never joy if sadness doesn't play along.

I visited my folks last week. The conversations between us still remain the same as 7 years ago - while I left the shelter given by them and start living by myself. Truly tragic. But i will work on it, 'cause I love them. See, there is nothing you can't do because Love is the most powerful thing in the universe.

Speaking of something else - romantic relationship. (I swear I wrote down many words for this paragraph and deleted them all. ) You see, I met many great men this year. But now I am holding the hand of only one - the special one. If the ex or the exes saw this they would probably laugh and say: I thought i was the special one. Well, you were. (See, this is another thing I learnt while aging - cherish the happy times and special ones even if they are long gone with the wind. ) Honestly I do feel that it becomes harder to love while one already had so many failures along the road. And when it comes to a relationship, it is never the case that you could learn and grow from the past, instead, it is more like finding the right one. So I cross my fingers and hope this is the right one for a right time. I can't, and I won't, change the way i behave in a relationship regardless it's "right" or "wrong". But I will never lose the faith that you could be the one. Once again, Love is the most powerful thing in the universe and it shall lead the way.


This is pretty enough for a summary for the past ... many months, and it shall be sufficient.

i am glad my blog is still alive. Hey, it's part of my aging diary. ;)