A kiss, a hug, and a voice

I have a project to finish tonight. 2 guys have thrown their semi done work to me and expected me to finish their shits, clean their mess and wipe their asses. Another girl, disappeared on earth. I slept last night off so tonight i expected a karma. I am ready and yet I am sleepy.

No one laughs at God in the hospital, no one laughs at God in a war. I certainly worship God tonight.

I broke a glass. There are right now still broken pieces on my floor and since i didn't clean them up last night, I decided to let it be and started wearing shoes in my room. I know one piece just cut my foot few hours ago, but i need something to keep me sober from some nonsenses.

I bumped into few people who I had not meet for a while. All of them asked me the same question, "Started looking for a job yet?" And I told all of them "No and gimme a break." And seriously, gimme a break.

I bought a bottle of vodka, intended to open by the weekend. However I had a glass last night and if I knew myself right, another cup tonight. Hooray. Life sucks yet still nice with certain wonderful things.


I want a kiss, a hug and a voice that tells me how wonderful I am.